Lost it?

is it fair to have different expectations? should we have higher expectations just because one is more well-behaved than the other? I don't know.. thatz what happened today, and i guess it was really that much more disappointing becoz i expected so much more, but am wondering now if it is fair.. afterall, they're just 16/17 year old kids who have an A level exam to be concerned about..

well, still wondering how i lost my cool today, and seriously, why.. itz not my problem afterall, and itz not my future.. am i that attached that i got carried away? should that be happening? used to pride myself for being able to draw that line between work n personal life, but somehow.. oh well..

frankly, i wasn't a tiny bit angry at all, but juz really disappointed, and somehow got really emo abt it.. maybe coz i was tired today.. maybe coz it built up from the morning.. maybe coz it was s14.. whatever it is, it's over, and i should just let it go.. punish the deed, not the person.. how true.. let's see how it is on friday then..