Jaded?

yes I know it's been too long, so don't go reminding me that I should have updated ages ago.. since the last time I updated, National Day has come and gone.. another few weeks have gone, and rather unknowingly, it's like week 9 of term 3 already.. alrite, not unknowingly, but really quickly..
so well.. it's almost been a term now, and slowly I'm feeling my way around.. getting to know what to do and getting to know my students.. and that's what I really appreciate about being in a school environment I guess.. chatting with them outside of class, "making fun" of them, etc.. only don't like being the butt of their jokes.. but then again, who does?
hmm.. somehow still feeling that there are lots of skills to be brushed up on, somehow like not providing my classes with the best becoz I'm not there yet myself, but gotta try somehow or rather..
sigh.. I don't seem to be able to find a topic to talk about in my recent posts.. has my life really been that lacking that there's isn't anything concrete at all that is worth mentioning? or is it just that I'm so jaded that things don't interest me? I wonder..